this is the first !

DAMM.. a friend of mind !
told me that she didn't want me
to turn out drunk like
at natss party!! :S
she told me
" kimmy don't drink ok!
don't drink alot ! "
kimmy replied
" i'll drink but won't go hard "

WOW when i was at the party
ppl chipped in for mee too like drink more
so i can go hard
and *ahem* hook up .. =='
but but but
margarita's words!!

i could not forget !!
she didn't want me to turn
out like that night
nor does tony !
so i only had like put altogether 1 bottle
of smirnoff and half of red label !
==' WOW
it was different for me !!
i felt much more less aMinal!
looking around thinking DAYUM!!
is that how i am when i'm drunk???????
and soo i thought again !
WOW! i'm a true aminal!! =='
it was an experience for me !
and i gotta say ! to myself
that
i have to get use to it !
because i guess
i'm gonna limit myself from
partying
alcohol
hooking up *while drunk
stripping ! ==' *thats if i'm EFFING WASTED
dancing on tables !

because my friend margarita xD
she cares
idk what and how made us so close
since yr 7 ! :S
but this yr we've
spent more time with each other
for the past 4 years we didn't talk
much but didn't know what made us close
and i couldn't
tell if she cared for me or not as a friend
as well!!
so this year thought of sharing some time
with her as well! :D
and she does really care !
well to be honest ! for the past 4 yr's
we haven't spent much time together
and still oh so close
i didn't know that she would ! :S
but now i know from sharing time with her
i appreciate it !
and hopefully i can hold onto
this friend of mine
till the end of time !! ...

and so at the party that night..
my friend thought of staying with me too !! and
the only place i could stay away from the AMINALS!!
was my friends toilet! :S =='
so like me and like 2 of my friends !
stay'd in the corner !
and took photos!
it was pretty funn... but
if i drank ! then
honestly i would've had more fun !
but but but if i drank i wouldn't have
got high marks in school
lately ! soo i'm pretty much missing out
but again ! catching up on what i
want !

^^