Jacintas 17th

MAN I LOOK FAT!!


WOOOOOO VICKAYYYEE..
the LAP darncee.. i gave to sandra! ;DD
WOOT WOOT ! ^^ i like e like ! xD


mee and ANH TOMMY ^^
DAYUMM we blend in with my blogspot background ! xDD

this is the first !

DAMM.. a friend of mind !
told me that she didn't want me
to turn out drunk like
at natss party!! :S
she told me
" kimmy don't drink ok!
don't drink alot ! "
kimmy replied
" i'll drink but won't go hard "

WOW when i was at the party
ppl chipped in for mee too like drink more
so i can go hard
and *ahem* hook up .. =='
but but but
margarita's words!!

i could not forget !!
she didn't want me to turn
out like that night
nor does tony !
so i only had like put altogether 1 bottle
of smirnoff and half of red label !
==' WOW
it was different for me !!
i felt much more less aMinal!
looking around thinking DAYUM!!
is that how i am when i'm drunk???????
and soo i thought again !
WOW! i'm a true aminal!! =='
it was an experience for me !
and i gotta say ! to myself
that
i have to get use to it !
because i guess
i'm gonna limit myself from
partying
alcohol
hooking up *while drunk
stripping ! ==' *thats if i'm EFFING WASTED
dancing on tables !

because my friend margarita xD
she cares
idk what and how made us so close
since yr 7 ! :S
but this yr we've
spent more time with each other
for the past 4 years we didn't talk
much but didn't know what made us close
and i couldn't
tell if she cared for me or not as a friend
as well!!
so this year thought of sharing some time
with her as well! :D
and she does really care !
well to be honest ! for the past 4 yr's
we haven't spent much time together
and still oh so close
i didn't know that she would ! :S
but now i know from sharing time with her
i appreciate it !
and hopefully i can hold onto
this friend of mine
till the end of time !! ...

and so at the party that night..
my friend thought of staying with me too !! and
the only place i could stay away from the AMINALS!!
was my friends toilet! :S =='
so like me and like 2 of my friends !
stay'd in the corner !
and took photos!
it was pretty funn... but
if i drank ! then
honestly i would've had more fun !
but but but if i drank i wouldn't have
got high marks in school
lately ! soo i'm pretty much missing out
but again ! catching up on what i
want !

^^

ups && downs ?? 0o"

talking on the phone to tony! =='
*lets break up tony*
*NO i don't want to iLy*
*=='*

tony? tony? tony?
==' idk if i should hold
on or let go..
==' i want to hold on
but bii what you're doing
is making me WANTING/NEEDING to
let go
while typing this feeling of mine
and sharing litres of tears to
who ever's reading ..
i told you i don't
want any fuck feelings come between
us ..
i don't like whats going on
bii see'ing you at school makes me happy
your the reason i smile everyday
there's seriously no other guy like
you
like you said your self
you're different to other
guy's and i guess so too

alot of "girl's" say i'm lucky to have you
some guy's say that too 0o" *awkward*
i pretty much u don't know how its like
my heart is drowning in the tears
i'm crying for you
bii please
can i ask you something?

PLEASE don't let go!?* :'[

GDPT Phap Bao, Chanh Phap (&& HQ ?)

the 23rd of April????
it's on a thursday!!
last week of holiday!! *coming up

beach again??
Bring at least 30$ or more .. up to you guy's
bring at least 1 packet of ANY snack (e.g chips lollies)
bring at least 1 bottle of drink (e.g pepsi)
bring a plastic bagg for ur wet clothes
bring extra clothes! *even if ur not swimming ur still gonna get push'd in* >:)
bring a TOWEL
bring ur BRUSH xD
and and someone volunteer too buy ice??

Kimmy will be bringing
* eski
* ball's? ( soft balls this time ) :S
*shaving cream! >:)
*the sleeping bag :D too siit on ! ^^

or if you guy's want?? then meet each other at central at 10 to 11 a.m !!!
no WHERE LATER PULEASEE.. *ahem* thao and wendy
but anyways !! xD up to u guy's !!
just leave a comment ..

give mee suggestions !! so we can do everything together !!

i don't ike-LAY my ife-LAY =='

seeeTuppiTT um-MAYS didn't let me go fishing
with my man today!
and the friends! =='
sook'd to her .. in the morning
got lectured
and i went of at herr...
WTF like literally swored =='
and said
goshh... u tell me to stay home everyweek
too look after the house !
==' and you go have fun with ur man?!*

and she goess then what is ur import cousin and ur brother gonna do !
and i go WTF? do i care?
i work har d
got high marks and shit in school
and like everyweek i try my best to
hide all these HARSH feelings inside ..
but now is the good time
to let it all out !
and so um_mays effing said hurry up we're late
for temple !
and i go iDc i wanna go fishing with tony
:(
and so had no choice !
didn't wanna stay home and didn't wanna hear her blab all day
till temple's over !
so went temple !
i shared a few tears with friends !
cause i effing
well starting to effing ATE-HAY my um-MAYS
cause ever since her man came in
she's CHANGED my import cousin
nd ii ITCH-BAY abt her like everyday !
==;
i wanna cry it all out !
but um-mays is at the back of me !!
idc if she reads this from the back
but
she effing deserves NO LOVE!
cause she's got her own love..
i know she loves her childrens
but not effing showing it at all
effing
hang clothes up for .. her man and tell us kids to
do ours on our own
and fuck!
=='
and she makes tea and coffee for her man while we like die in chilliNESS
don't get us water !
jeeeeezzzz..........

fucking hidd'd these feelings inside for
so effing long
cause i thought she'll change
but the more she thinks i'm easy and ok with what she's
doing then she won't
at all obviously ..
=='

effing hells !! ==' this is so not cool
i don't think i'll cope at school !
i need someone to effing lean on !
=='

i wanted to bee with TONY!
==' so i cried to like my friends at temple !
=='
fuck this shit HURTS!
yes i'm such a sook
yes i should get over it
but this is mother love talk !
=='

fuck this shit i'm out !
cbf staying home
hearing her voice
see'ing her face !

i'm out ! ..

whats going on? OO"

high marks for
- maths
- bio speech
- bio assignment

:S i'm bad at english but hope
i atleast got something over 30% :S
^^

high mark as in those 3 subjects
all over 80% WOOOOOOOOOOOO

man i'm happy but
the feeling is still inside
full jumped up and down!
with that feeling on the 3rd post
=='

man ppl were like thats BULLSHIT kimmy
:L prollies it's the way i am at school?
:S ppl don't believe that it's my mark!
^^ i'm proud but surprised and shock'd
myself! :S >< "

^^ iiLOVE MEE
^^ tony tony tony iLY !
hmm... thankyou for holding me
back from wagging :D
and yes the time u jigg can
get you more educated SHATT in youu
^^ OMFG .. cant' believe this shaTT myself!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

vui qua troi oi
kill me CHET!
^^ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i hope i keep
this up till yr 12
==' :S gonna be HARD stuff ! :S
i've been up myself lately
cause been coming 1st 2nd and
3rd in the whole class! xD
and tease the smarter one's that
got lower then mee!
xpPpPpP

BWAHAHAHAHHAHa i'm so evil but
i have to stop
incase i jynx all this SHATT
dx man OH` man ..

and today got pay'd 70 ^^
and boss finally discounted me ! ^^
2$ ==' about time after a month! =='
but anyways !
this week is a whole good week!
*besides the feelings i've been having*

everything else is fine!
^^

no one else comes close by joe

LYRICS: NO ONE ELSE COMES CLOSE,
JOE

Mmhhh..mmhh..ma..mhhh..mmhhh…
When we turn out the lights
The two of us alone together
Something’s just not right
But girl you know that I would never ever let
Another’s touch come between the two of us
Cuz no one else will ever take your place

Chorus:
No one else comes close to you
No one makes feel the way u do
You’re so special girl to me
And you’ll always be eternally
Every time I hold u near
You always say the words I love to hear
Girl with jus a touch
You can do so much
No one else comes close

Mmhh..mmhh..ma..mhh..mmhhh…
And when I wake up to
The touch of your head on my shoulder
You’re my dream come true yea
Oh girl you know I’ll always treasure
Every kiss and every day
I’ll love u girl in every way
And I always will cuz in my eyes

Repeat Chorus 2x

Mmhh..mmhh..ma..mhh..mmhhh…
Oh girl no
No one else comes close
Damn I love you

so sweett ... ^^
i would like to dedicate this song too
>.~ .............................

>:( ..

dude idk if ppl get this or not??
but i JUST recently have this feeling
DOWN
CUT
MAD
SAD
EMO
DROWNED IN TEARS
FUCKING NEGATIVE SHITS
put all together =='
atm i just wanna
continue on cutting myself !
=='

it's not the school
it's not work
idk what it is!
idk if it's friends or ppl so called not friends?
TT"

man i love the friends like TURE friends i meet
they're always there !
even over the phone
over net
FACE to FACE
==' these true friends i'm talking about
literally makes me ROFLMAO
and much more !

but idk ! recently there's no one! :(
idk what to do??
i can say i was an emo before
and can be one again :S but
thinking about
others.... they tell me not to
cut myself
but really deep down do they mean it?
even if i do no one can do nothing
cause it's all done cut ..
but i do think of the ones that do mean what
they say! =='

when down!
ppl come up !
there there bee happy .. then they don't care
like always but i don't blame them for
not knowing what to do
but i thank the ppl that don't know what they're doing but
still cheer me up
pick me up when i'm down

seriously... i have no idea what i'm on about ..
but all i have to say !
outt of 10 theres only 1 person that
can cheer you up
:( ..

the rest will talk then walk ..
away and forget what they just said ..
whats making me freaking down ? >:( idk !
it's so hard ...
having this feeling is making mee
have weird feelings
it makes me wanna move schools
move GDPT!
move state
move effing countries and start
a whole new EFFING life

but still would need tony there for me
.. not in the moodd..
not in the mood
idk what to doo
craving for a lot of stuff atm
a smoke.. ~ promise'd tony i would stop
alcohol.. ~ marge told me to EFFING stop
cut myself.. ~ promise'd xuan i'd stop

gossshhh.. what els is there?? =='

saturday!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO god DAYUM i had FERAKING fun!!
iiLOVEtony
so i stay'd good girl! ^^
but had a WHOLE bottle of smirnofff and red label!
^^
and stay'd goody goody in the corner! xP
while girl's and guy's go wild all over the
place!

meaning literally sexual intercourse infront of me but
:S i'm use to it ! =='
*eye burns*

but yess i've limited my self that night! ^^
yes tony dw i keep my promise when ur not around!
cause when ur around it's hard for
me to stay normal! ^^
like that night! at natarlia's party! =)

i was surprised i didn't drink that much!
and that i didn't do the same routine! at other parties!
kimmy's routine*hooking up with girls! and staying away from guy's

it was hard to like.....

anyways! tony i've kept ur promise that night! and proud of myself
i hope ur happy bii!
iLy xo.

well when we were in newcastle ??
it was OMFg so HOTT!! so like sinde it was nearby a shore!
wee sat and roll'd in the wet sand! OMFG
sand got all over my hair ear up my skinny's?
:S *YUKK*

but yeah newcastle beach has gone
alot more clean! and nicerr..
^^
but before that at emily's all girl's party??
OOOFFTTT... it was like 10 p.m like half of the girl's were already there!
but the good thing was i gott to catch up
with the distance girl's!
meaning i haven't met my childhood friends for
a damm not time! **5 yr's plus..
and i'm glad they all went

so newcastle and girl's party ..
and wendy's BBQ OMFG bwahahahaha
so many good good food
but but i had to save my tummy fot the other parties! xD

BWAHAHAHHAHA well there was an amount of photos
but nobody is bothered too upload it! =='
so i'd like to talk about why there was barely any photos
>< BWAHAHHAHA to much fun going on
ppl just couldn't be bothered taking photos!
bwahahha
and so we just cbb as well!
my whole group was at each party it was funny
hahahahahha
each party BBQ drink up we went to
had atleast the amount of ppl at my party plus..
*100 + peoples!
and so saturday was OMFG the best! TROI OI! ..
i was really surprised my mum letted me out since 10 a.m saturday
and came back 7 a.m sunday! hahahaha

can't talk much cause i really can't remember anything much :S
but all i remember is my promise to tony! =)
iLy bii.. xo. and another thing i remember is
that alot of girls tried to make ALOT of moves on mee but
i was really surprised i back'd away
5 parties i did not hook up wth any girls!
WHILE DRUNK!
i was tipsy *ahem* [[ kinder ]] =D
but i stay'd in the corner most of the time trying to stay
away but DANCE'D my ass off! xD
^^
and and enjoy'd the night
when TaySean was dj'ing!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

move move shake shake now drop! .. ^^
=) iLy tony!