how i've been lately...

holidays holidays holidays
so much to doo!!
so busyy...
so much has happened
theres good theres bad
so far it's so
not great
relationship statues is "it's complicated"
lets see???
latenights getting boring nowdays!
fame??
*no comment* but on fame day
it was my beatrice's birthday
i felt badfor saying
oh yeah i'll be there
but forgot that it was
FAME! and i forgot that i needed to get ready
and like == i kept thinking how to make it up to her
so yeah! ^^ aiming for my RED P's! ^^
and the
oh'8 dinner at my house?
it was DAYUMMM GREAT!!!
hahahahhahaha
SHANNAN NOLL!!

dalises saying LMFAO!
saturday?? went to steffy's yumchaa lunch ^^
WOW it was funn
well i entertained myself! ^^
i entertained others as well! ^^
the others joined !
the shy ones kept quiet but
i heard a few laughter from them!
:D which was good! hahahaha

MAN days that i've been staying home?
IT'S great getting to socialise more with my mother !
it's fun!
hahahahahahahha
we're getting closer and closer
and she's starting to be cooler then i expected

*sigh relationship
== FUCKING *GIRL*
i fucking hate her!
fucking bitch!!
== such a good friend you are
oh wait? your're a friend??
NO!! you're no one to those who can see
what you're doing
and to those who haven't realised what
you really are?
goodluck with them!
i fucking love tony!
why set everything up!

well you can try!
but i'm not gonna let go of tony!
you fucking BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!!

GO DIE IN A FUCKING HOLE!

plans in JULY YA'LL BUDDY

1st;; ashika's 21st ^^
2nd;; REST.. latenight moved to the 16th
3rd;; kimmy & tonys 7th month
4th;; hanging with the group
5th;; work
6th;; last week of school YABUDDY
11th;; stephs birthday at cities (Y)
12th;; house chores
13th;; FAME U18'S WOOT WOOT.
14th;; REST
15th;; oh8's coming over{kims cooking}
16th;; Late night with cousin cindeey& monia
17th;; Vicky's 18th WOOT WOOT
18th;; house chores
19th;; help mother with the garden! ==
20th;; cook for family dinner! :)
21st;; PUMP U18's WOOT WOOT.
22nd;; REST
23rd;; help mum so i can go out
24th;; help mum
25th;; hanging out with the GDPT ppl's ! :) *hopefully

GDPT get together OUTING YA'LL BUDDY

25th JULY 2009
11 a.m meet at central! ^^
we will be doing
;; karaoke'ing
;; photo taking
;; eating
;; browsing
;; bumm
;; etc..
we will be setting of around
4 or 5p.m (Y)??

50$ will be good! ^^
bring as much ppl as possible!
^^ all are welcome! ^^

plans in June

1st July.. godbrother spoiling me ! :D at parra.. monday week b day off ! xDD

2nd July.. cross country..& meeting up with friends at the library after school

3rd July.. mee && tony's 6 months also half a year! xDD spending time together ^^v

4th July.. LATE NIGHT for jenny's sweet 16 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

5th July.. school school then work work then net net then sleep

6th July.. JENNY'S SWEET 16!! WOOOOOOO party party/******* ;) :L WOOT WOOT

7th July.. BONDI BEACH seafood cuisine whole day ;)

8th July.. school then work ! == then nett then PHONE ;) then sleep ==

9th July.. going to buy cousins Mcdonalds then go back to school for cooking! ;)

10th July. double english! :@ then WORK! .. then eat donuts after work! ^^

13th July. Emma's 21st (Y) WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

20th July. Cities with bummies! ^^ whole day ! then restaurant for dinner..

27th July. cities with A BUNCH of tb's xD including me ! == :D

28th July. clean up kimmy's house day !

ANOTHER FUCKING THOUGHT

is having friends
or
having no friends

best?

usually the closest one fucks up the friendship
then fight and argue
then friends again but not
as normal!
&&* there's never a perfect friendship !
{btw the whole friendship break up it's
all my fault ! ... i'm just referring as the
person i fuck'd up} i'm sorry Elizabeth



having no friends you don't have to worry !
but you won't have anybody to protect you
or to lean on when you need help

all this time i've been wanting to do something bad so i end up with no one
so i don't have to care ! but doing this?? i feel MUCHLY bad and regretfull
it hurts inside out
it affects me on doing hw studying and etc..
== it keeps me up all night making me think what
my nxt step will be !
but =/

so far i think i WILL MOVE SOMEWHERE ELSE FAR FOR GOOD
but not sure ! cause it'll have to include family
filling out forms ! all those
stuff ! :(

i feel like moving to adelaide !
not queensland !
too much fun there
and too much fun won't keep me motivated on
what i'm aiming for !
after i've achieved something i want then i will
get what i WANT!

i wanted something real bad but
this person ( not a friend anymore :( ) drifted away

i wanted to always be with this person
as a friend for good ( not a friend anymore :( )
misunderstood me

NO body seems to care idk why i should
but i can't !
i love my friends so much but
idk how to make them happy !
they make me smile they put the smile
they do everything for me
but i can't seem to do
the same back!
==

*sigh !! FUCKING HELL!

my feelings towards all my
friends ! =/
i'd put them first before me !!
i cherich them too much !
to the point i'd do anything
for them!
i trust all my friends !
i believe in them !
i believe the days when they
pick me up
i can do so back!
but i guess it's too late
to do what i want/needed to do !
losing a friend
HURTS TO THE MAX!
you can't explain all the feelings !
it hurts to the point you cannot
cry out all you want!
keeping all this in will hurt
but letting it all out !
== ?? *sigh
won't even know if anybody would care
don't even know if i should care or not !
idk if i should stay here anylonger?
== ' i knew i should've moved to queensland!
start over again!
but starting over again could be
hard
is just like trusting a new whole lot of ppl
AGAIN!
i can't trust anybody but the ppl that are beside me
i can't leave them
i don't want to leave them
but i need to go and start over !
it hurts when you see that person
and not say hi or any reaction at all!
:(

saying all this stuff out doesn't
mean anything now
or anymore !
it's too late ..
it's all fuck'd up
it's a hard chance of getting a 2nd or 3rd chance !
no i wanna fucking leave !
== wanna fucking start again!
nobody seems to get what i'm on about 1
eveyrtime i wanna talk
they tell me to get over it
and when ever i keep it in
they force the shit outta me to tell them
==
this is EPIC queer i do not like this a single bit !
i love the friends that are still my friends now !
i EPIC dislike the ones that keep misunderstanding me !

i care and all for them
and they go i don't ! ==
FUCK ME DEAD!
it'll be so good if i wasn't here !
if i actually said yes to my mother
whata whole new life it would be up in the coast !
*hmph* probably no body would care!
if i vanished no body would probably wouldn't even
know!
== i wanna move to places where i can do something share
something
and tlak to some ppl that fucking cares !
and knows how i fucking feel !
== *hmph* i should stop
cause i probably don't care less !!
*referring to my specialist thing ever* ==

to the lovers and friends

friends ;;

being in a relationship..
is pretty hard to catch up with all you
guy's..
but though i'm in a relationship
friends are always first ontop of my list
=='
friends??
they mean alot to me !
i've done so much for them to smile
or laugh
they're always there for me
but when i really need help
they don't seem to care
but the ones that seems to care
they're just too far
or too busy
and the ones that are free ? near by ? they
cbf and tell me to get over it
the ones that care actually make
me die of laughter
there's so much to describe for my friends
i love them alot !
so dayumm much if i had to chose between lover or friends
it'd be very hard
i'd die then not choosing friends
but loving someone in between makes it harder
without the friends of mine out there
for me to lean on i fall!
every hour minute and second of each day
it's always them that puts the smile on my dial
no doubt
i guess they're the reason i smile everyday
when i'm in a bad situation they try to make me smile/laugh
or if it doesn't work they literally cry with me
and make me feel better
idk what else to say but friends are the beat of the heart
of mine ... without them i'd die !

LOVER ;;

babe i've waited long enough for this chance!
but idk if it's the right thing for me
i love you but i don't know how to make you happy
i ALWAYS think you can do better
i ALWAYS think that you're not good for me
but when we are in out up and down moment
the same routine goes over and over again
i always seem to think, if you're gonna be a doctor
or not cause everytime i'm around you
my temperature rises and my heart beats so fast it
skips a beat....
so much feelings i can't explain
there's this feeling i just wanna end it
so i would stop having doubts in me
but like i said before
== if you hurt me or cut me deep! == then i'd turn fucking gay!
cause guy's are pissing me off! ==
so again! i don't want you to go !
but again! i don't like the feelings i keep having!
it raelly hurts though its just the thought! in me
i wonder how it's gonna be like when i have to face
the reality.. ==
i don't want to let go! it's like hand cuffs' lost the key
tony i love you ..
like you said " i won't let go " hope you keep that promise
(yn)

dreams/wishes ??

my dream/wish is to be a chef when i grow up!
me and a friend! (idk what we are now ! :( but to me we're always ONE)
i've love this friend of mine !
through ups and downs!
though idk if we've had troubles before !
but i don't really care what we go through!
as long as she's still my shadow ! to lean on !
but after a few weeks!
its' been a while since i've talk to this friend of mine
it's been hard to pull a smile
with out her !
but times like that, i think of the past
and reminisc the times we've die'd of laughter
=='
*hmph* it really hurts
but i guess this dream or wish i had
aint' gonna happen anymore !

dreaming to be a chef ? obviously nxt step is
your own restauraunt!
i've wanted to own a restauraunt with a friend!
wanted to go through my life with
this friend of mine!
when i'm happy sad pissed FUCKED
or whatever mood i'm in
see'ing here just brightens everything
but i guess what i've drempt or what i've
wish won't come true !

really looked forward to it ! *hmph*
feelings hurt when you go through alot of pain
wanting to see a special someone really
bad hurts even more
=/ i guess i shall get use to how it is now
...

idk if i should continue! :S :'[
it's so gay!! ..
i want this really bad !
but not having a partner/friend with me
really makes me wanna give up !

i shall say to all !!
what i've done wrong
it's too late for apologies
but what i'm saying now means everything
to me
when there's someone i need to lean on
you guy's are there
but when i'm fuck'd in the head
i don't talk it out
when i know that there's help out there !
i know all those ppl can help
but i guess be'ing anti social is bad! ..
thought it would've made me more mature
but hiding everything inside
and not letting it all out
and let your friends help you
makes it worse !
didn't want anyone to think bad but didn't want
anyone to worry
i guess those got worried even more !

but this friend of mine !
i've been trying to keep in contact with her since childhood days
kept losing contacts
but now when i have the chance
i don't use it ! =='
i fuck'd it up !
now i guess it's time for me to give up !
=='

my dreams and wishes were deep down in the soul
i guess giving up will leave it a scar! :(

*hmph* i guess i've learnt my lesson not to keep shits in ! and let it out when there's help around and friends who care! and not to get your hopes to high for something you depend on so much! =='

what to do what to do! =/

i'm happy cause i did something thats best for me
but again i regret it ! cause this thing i did
is making me have no comfort feeling in me
it really hurts !
but while it hurts i'm fucking happy
like i'm enjoy'ing more in life !
=='

but again! while enjoy'ing life !!
i'm just missing this piece of puzzle !
this piece of puzzle ?
when u find it all ! it becomes ONE
and it stays together !
never falls apart !

i've put together the puzzle
but then just this one piece fell
somewhere !
now lost it !
can't find it back can't reconnect the puzzle !
it's too late to find it back cause it's gone !
and will be gone forever !
*having regretfullNESS.. but again
feel pretty much proud ..
it's like i don't have to worry anymore

BUT that piece of puzzle MEANS SO HO HO MUCH!
mishell uno what i'm on about !

planns for holidays ! 10/4/09-27/4/09 =='

10.4.09 >> mother went melb. brother went to dads! import cousin and ii karaoke all DAY!
11.4.09 >> cambo and laos new yr at bonnyrigg
12.4.09 >> thai&laos ny waterfight at bonnyrigg
13.4.09 >> start work at 10 a.m to 7 p.m
14.4.09 >> shopping for the easter BBQ
15.4.09 >> start work at 10 a.m to 7 p.m then BBQ xDD
16.4.09 >> clean up the house form the BBQ
17.4.09 >> easter show WHOLE DAY THING
18.4.09 >> easter show at night
19.4.09 >> BREAK ~
20.4.09 >> WORK from 10a.m to 7p.m
21.4.09 >> getting stuff ready for the BEACH with GDPT ish..
22.4.09 >> WORK from 10a.m to 7p.m
23.4.09 >> BEACHING IT BITCHES xDD whole day thing
24.4.09 >> WORK ==' 10a.m to 7 p.m
25.4.09 >> KEVINS 21st WOOT WOOT
26.4.09 >> STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY
27.4.09 >> STUDY till 10 then WORK till 7 ==' then STUDY
28.4.09 >> STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY
29.4.09 >> first half yearly exam! { english } =='

Jacintas 17th

MAN I LOOK FAT!!


WOOOOOO VICKAYYYEE..
the LAP darncee.. i gave to sandra! ;DD
WOOT WOOT ! ^^ i like e like ! xD


mee and ANH TOMMY ^^
DAYUMM we blend in with my blogspot background ! xDD

this is the first !

DAMM.. a friend of mind !
told me that she didn't want me
to turn out drunk like
at natss party!! :S
she told me
" kimmy don't drink ok!
don't drink alot ! "
kimmy replied
" i'll drink but won't go hard "

WOW when i was at the party
ppl chipped in for mee too like drink more
so i can go hard
and *ahem* hook up .. =='
but but but
margarita's words!!

i could not forget !!
she didn't want me to turn
out like that night
nor does tony !
so i only had like put altogether 1 bottle
of smirnoff and half of red label !
==' WOW
it was different for me !!
i felt much more less aMinal!
looking around thinking DAYUM!!
is that how i am when i'm drunk???????
and soo i thought again !
WOW! i'm a true aminal!! =='
it was an experience for me !
and i gotta say ! to myself
that
i have to get use to it !
because i guess
i'm gonna limit myself from
partying
alcohol
hooking up *while drunk
stripping ! ==' *thats if i'm EFFING WASTED
dancing on tables !

because my friend margarita xD
she cares
idk what and how made us so close
since yr 7 ! :S
but this yr we've
spent more time with each other
for the past 4 years we didn't talk
much but didn't know what made us close
and i couldn't
tell if she cared for me or not as a friend
as well!!
so this year thought of sharing some time
with her as well! :D
and she does really care !
well to be honest ! for the past 4 yr's
we haven't spent much time together
and still oh so close
i didn't know that she would ! :S
but now i know from sharing time with her
i appreciate it !
and hopefully i can hold onto
this friend of mine
till the end of time !! ...

and so at the party that night..
my friend thought of staying with me too !! and
the only place i could stay away from the AMINALS!!
was my friends toilet! :S =='
so like me and like 2 of my friends !
stay'd in the corner !
and took photos!
it was pretty funn... but
if i drank ! then
honestly i would've had more fun !
but but but if i drank i wouldn't have
got high marks in school
lately ! soo i'm pretty much missing out
but again ! catching up on what i
want !

^^

ups && downs ?? 0o"

talking on the phone to tony! =='
*lets break up tony*
*NO i don't want to iLy*
*=='*

tony? tony? tony?
==' idk if i should hold
on or let go..
==' i want to hold on
but bii what you're doing
is making me WANTING/NEEDING to
let go
while typing this feeling of mine
and sharing litres of tears to
who ever's reading ..
i told you i don't
want any fuck feelings come between
us ..
i don't like whats going on
bii see'ing you at school makes me happy
your the reason i smile everyday
there's seriously no other guy like
you
like you said your self
you're different to other
guy's and i guess so too

alot of "girl's" say i'm lucky to have you
some guy's say that too 0o" *awkward*
i pretty much u don't know how its like
my heart is drowning in the tears
i'm crying for you
bii please
can i ask you something?

PLEASE don't let go!?* :'[

GDPT Phap Bao, Chanh Phap (&& HQ ?)

the 23rd of April????
it's on a thursday!!
last week of holiday!! *coming up

beach again??
Bring at least 30$ or more .. up to you guy's
bring at least 1 packet of ANY snack (e.g chips lollies)
bring at least 1 bottle of drink (e.g pepsi)
bring a plastic bagg for ur wet clothes
bring extra clothes! *even if ur not swimming ur still gonna get push'd in* >:)
bring a TOWEL
bring ur BRUSH xD
and and someone volunteer too buy ice??

Kimmy will be bringing
* eski
* ball's? ( soft balls this time ) :S
*shaving cream! >:)
*the sleeping bag :D too siit on ! ^^

or if you guy's want?? then meet each other at central at 10 to 11 a.m !!!
no WHERE LATER PULEASEE.. *ahem* thao and wendy
but anyways !! xD up to u guy's !!
just leave a comment ..

give mee suggestions !! so we can do everything together !!

i don't ike-LAY my ife-LAY =='

seeeTuppiTT um-MAYS didn't let me go fishing
with my man today!
and the friends! =='
sook'd to her .. in the morning
got lectured
and i went of at herr...
WTF like literally swored =='
and said
goshh... u tell me to stay home everyweek
too look after the house !
==' and you go have fun with ur man?!*

and she goess then what is ur import cousin and ur brother gonna do !
and i go WTF? do i care?
i work har d
got high marks and shit in school
and like everyweek i try my best to
hide all these HARSH feelings inside ..
but now is the good time
to let it all out !
and so um_mays effing said hurry up we're late
for temple !
and i go iDc i wanna go fishing with tony
:(
and so had no choice !
didn't wanna stay home and didn't wanna hear her blab all day
till temple's over !
so went temple !
i shared a few tears with friends !
cause i effing
well starting to effing ATE-HAY my um-MAYS
cause ever since her man came in
she's CHANGED my import cousin
nd ii ITCH-BAY abt her like everyday !
==;
i wanna cry it all out !
but um-mays is at the back of me !!
idc if she reads this from the back
but
she effing deserves NO LOVE!
cause she's got her own love..
i know she loves her childrens
but not effing showing it at all
effing
hang clothes up for .. her man and tell us kids to
do ours on our own
and fuck!
=='
and she makes tea and coffee for her man while we like die in chilliNESS
don't get us water !
jeeeeezzzz..........

fucking hidd'd these feelings inside for
so effing long
cause i thought she'll change
but the more she thinks i'm easy and ok with what she's
doing then she won't
at all obviously ..
=='

effing hells !! ==' this is so not cool
i don't think i'll cope at school !
i need someone to effing lean on !
=='

i wanted to bee with TONY!
==' so i cried to like my friends at temple !
=='
fuck this shit HURTS!
yes i'm such a sook
yes i should get over it
but this is mother love talk !
=='

fuck this shit i'm out !
cbf staying home
hearing her voice
see'ing her face !

i'm out ! ..

whats going on? OO"

high marks for
- maths
- bio speech
- bio assignment

:S i'm bad at english but hope
i atleast got something over 30% :S
^^

high mark as in those 3 subjects
all over 80% WOOOOOOOOOOOO

man i'm happy but
the feeling is still inside
full jumped up and down!
with that feeling on the 3rd post
=='

man ppl were like thats BULLSHIT kimmy
:L prollies it's the way i am at school?
:S ppl don't believe that it's my mark!
^^ i'm proud but surprised and shock'd
myself! :S >< "

^^ iiLOVE MEE
^^ tony tony tony iLY !
hmm... thankyou for holding me
back from wagging :D
and yes the time u jigg can
get you more educated SHATT in youu
^^ OMFG .. cant' believe this shaTT myself!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

vui qua troi oi
kill me CHET!
^^ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i hope i keep
this up till yr 12
==' :S gonna be HARD stuff ! :S
i've been up myself lately
cause been coming 1st 2nd and
3rd in the whole class! xD
and tease the smarter one's that
got lower then mee!
xpPpPpP

BWAHAHAHAHHAHa i'm so evil but
i have to stop
incase i jynx all this SHATT
dx man OH` man ..

and today got pay'd 70 ^^
and boss finally discounted me ! ^^
2$ ==' about time after a month! =='
but anyways !
this week is a whole good week!
*besides the feelings i've been having*

everything else is fine!
^^

no one else comes close by joe

LYRICS: NO ONE ELSE COMES CLOSE,
JOE

Mmhhh..mmhh..ma..mhhh..mmhhh…
When we turn out the lights
The two of us alone together
Something’s just not right
But girl you know that I would never ever let
Another’s touch come between the two of us
Cuz no one else will ever take your place

Chorus:
No one else comes close to you
No one makes feel the way u do
You’re so special girl to me
And you’ll always be eternally
Every time I hold u near
You always say the words I love to hear
Girl with jus a touch
You can do so much
No one else comes close

Mmhh..mmhh..ma..mhh..mmhhh…
And when I wake up to
The touch of your head on my shoulder
You’re my dream come true yea
Oh girl you know I’ll always treasure
Every kiss and every day
I’ll love u girl in every way
And I always will cuz in my eyes

Repeat Chorus 2x

Mmhh..mmhh..ma..mhh..mmhhh…
Oh girl no
No one else comes close
Damn I love you

so sweett ... ^^
i would like to dedicate this song too
>.~ .............................

>:( ..

dude idk if ppl get this or not??
but i JUST recently have this feeling
DOWN
CUT
MAD
SAD
EMO
DROWNED IN TEARS
FUCKING NEGATIVE SHITS
put all together =='
atm i just wanna
continue on cutting myself !
=='

it's not the school
it's not work
idk what it is!
idk if it's friends or ppl so called not friends?
TT"

man i love the friends like TURE friends i meet
they're always there !
even over the phone
over net
FACE to FACE
==' these true friends i'm talking about
literally makes me ROFLMAO
and much more !

but idk ! recently there's no one! :(
idk what to do??
i can say i was an emo before
and can be one again :S but
thinking about
others.... they tell me not to
cut myself
but really deep down do they mean it?
even if i do no one can do nothing
cause it's all done cut ..
but i do think of the ones that do mean what
they say! =='

when down!
ppl come up !
there there bee happy .. then they don't care
like always but i don't blame them for
not knowing what to do
but i thank the ppl that don't know what they're doing but
still cheer me up
pick me up when i'm down

seriously... i have no idea what i'm on about ..
but all i have to say !
outt of 10 theres only 1 person that
can cheer you up
:( ..

the rest will talk then walk ..
away and forget what they just said ..
whats making me freaking down ? >:( idk !
it's so hard ...
having this feeling is making mee
have weird feelings
it makes me wanna move schools
move GDPT!
move state
move effing countries and start
a whole new EFFING life

but still would need tony there for me
.. not in the moodd..
not in the mood
idk what to doo
craving for a lot of stuff atm
a smoke.. ~ promise'd tony i would stop
alcohol.. ~ marge told me to EFFING stop
cut myself.. ~ promise'd xuan i'd stop

gossshhh.. what els is there?? =='

saturday!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO god DAYUM i had FERAKING fun!!
iiLOVEtony
so i stay'd good girl! ^^
but had a WHOLE bottle of smirnofff and red label!
^^
and stay'd goody goody in the corner! xP
while girl's and guy's go wild all over the
place!

meaning literally sexual intercourse infront of me but
:S i'm use to it ! =='
*eye burns*

but yess i've limited my self that night! ^^
yes tony dw i keep my promise when ur not around!
cause when ur around it's hard for
me to stay normal! ^^
like that night! at natarlia's party! =)

i was surprised i didn't drink that much!
and that i didn't do the same routine! at other parties!
kimmy's routine*hooking up with girls! and staying away from guy's

it was hard to like.....

anyways! tony i've kept ur promise that night! and proud of myself
i hope ur happy bii!
iLy xo.

well when we were in newcastle ??
it was OMFg so HOTT!! so like sinde it was nearby a shore!
wee sat and roll'd in the wet sand! OMFG
sand got all over my hair ear up my skinny's?
:S *YUKK*

but yeah newcastle beach has gone
alot more clean! and nicerr..
^^
but before that at emily's all girl's party??
OOOFFTTT... it was like 10 p.m like half of the girl's were already there!
but the good thing was i gott to catch up
with the distance girl's!
meaning i haven't met my childhood friends for
a damm not time! **5 yr's plus..
and i'm glad they all went

so newcastle and girl's party ..
and wendy's BBQ OMFG bwahahahaha
so many good good food
but but i had to save my tummy fot the other parties! xD

BWAHAHAHHAHA well there was an amount of photos
but nobody is bothered too upload it! =='
so i'd like to talk about why there was barely any photos
>< BWAHAHHAHA to much fun going on
ppl just couldn't be bothered taking photos!
bwahahha
and so we just cbb as well!
my whole group was at each party it was funny
hahahahahha
each party BBQ drink up we went to
had atleast the amount of ppl at my party plus..
*100 + peoples!
and so saturday was OMFG the best! TROI OI! ..
i was really surprised my mum letted me out since 10 a.m saturday
and came back 7 a.m sunday! hahahaha

can't talk much cause i really can't remember anything much :S
but all i remember is my promise to tony! =)
iLy bii.. xo. and another thing i remember is
that alot of girls tried to make ALOT of moves on mee but
i was really surprised i back'd away
5 parties i did not hook up wth any girls!
WHILE DRUNK!
i was tipsy *ahem* [[ kinder ]] =D
but i stay'd in the corner most of the time trying to stay
away but DANCE'D my ass off! xD
^^
and and enjoy'd the night
when TaySean was dj'ing!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

move move shake shake now drop! .. ^^
=) iLy tony!

>.>

Saturday 28th 2009
- emily's 18th ~all girls. BYO
- barbies' drink up at newcastle
- wendy's BBQ BYO
- timmy's 18th
- shaniiKA's swt 16

0o" ?? i don't wanna divide up time! :(
i wanna be at all those parties BBQ's and drinkups
at once! :S

man it's best to not go ! so that your not dogging any
of them!
but again it's bad or CUT that your missing out!
:(

==' Nick help mee!! ^^

Nick.Haii " little one? kChi ? are you there?
ok lets go to barbies first!
then shaniika's
then i will drop by emily's for you
then we'll go wendy's
then timmy's ! cause he is hiring
TaySean dj'ing so it'll be good
TaySean got new gears .. ^.^ "

Kimmy " ok ok ok ! you take me ! ^^
cause i was planning to stay home! o.o
and yeah ! hmm... even thought it's less partying
but still get to catch up with the others! at barbies and shaniikas
cause haven't seen those ppl for ages "

Nick.Haii " ok ok i'll pick you up at like 10 ish and go barbies
then like 1 ish 2 we'll go to shannz and go from there "

Kimmy " yeah ok ! ^^ "

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
more FEAKING SLEEP
party till i drop! xD

bwahahahahahahaha
hmm.. i wonder if rents are gonna book me?
o.O hope not! :S

==' so now it's plann'd if anybody ruin's it !
*ahem* sophie! >:(
seriously break all her teeths! =='

but yeah hope it turns out good!
if it gets boring GOD DAYUM! i'll be online at friends place!
:D ==' hopefully it doesn't get boring
cause cause uon ruou

Nick.Haii " remember to limit the drinks *nods head* "

bwahahahah yeah bro it's like a WHOLE DAY PARTY THING!
hahahahah of cause! *shifty eyes*

>:)

WOOOOOOOOO ppl may say theyy know me?? but really ..

WTH? .. when was that taken?
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

yep ..and yepp..nat nd looshiidiOn vs Kimmymarge brandon kasi yen allison nat amy meebrandon NAT&KIMMY amymee??i lick'd nat?WOOOOO when we were still normal! xD allison dalise yen simontonny && iitony mee yen and brandondalise nat meeamy nicole allan brandon kasi dalise allisonallison kasi brandonnatarlia BIRTHDAY GIRLmee and yen

mee and dalise
yen dalise kasi ( all those girls )
dalise me yen
dalise me yen
dalise me yen
dalise me yen
yen
kasi mee
mee and dalise
mee 0o" chucking a shit with laptop!
21st february! xD

12 p.m went livo.. to shop && umm.. *5 finger discount*
==' and yeah! anyways! shopp'd shopp'd taxx taxx ??

then then 4 or 5 ish! went to greenvalley and ate maccas!
i had a filet o fish!
and yen had a cheese burger meal? and dalise had the chips and the frozen coke
then i went for another burger! / cheese burger
and yeah! then we went too valley's to meet kasi!
and then saw kasi's dad
then ask'd where she was and he said changing so we thought
she was changing in the toilets
and there was one cupic taken and we thought it was her!
BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
so like wanted to scared herr!!
and like we went in quietly but LOUDLY *looks at dalise*
:L:L:L:L
then BANGSBANGSBANGS on the door and then the lady inside said
* oi .. * and we were like
hey thats not kasi! and then we bolted out HARD! then ..
she walk'd past and yen dalise and ii tried to keep a straight face so we just kept
looking at discount mania! :L
even though there was literally NOTHING .. too look at! xD ROFLMAO!

*have to be there to ROFLyourAO*
and so kasi walk'd out and we were like WTF where were you?
hahhhhahahahhaha
and yeah so we got a lift home to yen's from kasi! ^^
then got ready and took photo's and stuff! ^^
hahahha then got yen's brother to take us too nat's house! ^^
^^ and got there! we got there rounds 7 ish! then 730 ish 8 ish ppl started coming
and smoking OMFG
==' ....smoking =='

anyways! then tipsy time! ^^ tipsy time! ^^
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

skip skip skip a few bits

ok theres 5 girls
yen
dalise
amy
kasi
allison
plus more? 0o"

i kiss.hookd up with yen
i kiss.hookd up with dalise
i kiss.hookd up with amy
i got lick'd by kasi and apparently i lick'd her back!
i hook'd up with allison
and others i hook'd up with
can't really remember!

no guy's ! ^^
i'm good girl!
then at 9 ish 10 the girls pulled me back again for another round! :S
+o( hahahaahaaha but but i like like like!

oh and and it's how she rolls! ^^
and then yeah
==' i got lick'd? i got lipped!
i got tongue'd?? +o(

WOW 13 bottles smirnoff platinum and 16 shots
and and a sneak scull of half a bottle of smirnoff! :S

==' anyways!! i had so much EFFING fun! ^^
and and and i got a compliment when i was gonna go home!

"Kimmy don't go DAMM FUCKING god FUCKING KISSURRR stay back let me ride YOU home ;P"

and off i went so i don't get covered in salivurrrr

>.> today 20thFEB2009

well well well
first of all i'd like to say!
i go school for education
too see and meet friends
and for too see tony!

==' well first of all my close kinder friend of mine
hannan >.> her and her boyfriend always break
up and make up
and today them 2 kinder broke up? OO"
and hannan ask'd me to wagg with her!
and i said NO and OMFG thats like the first
time i said no to WAGGING

and yes my friends were urprised! ==' OO"
and so after me she ask'd tony my boyfriend! :$
to wagg with her .. but tony's phone died!
so he left is off for a bit
then turn'd it back on then hannan called!
and then he just rann..
full look'd at mee from the bottom of the stairs
cause i had visual arts up stairs and he had chem.
down stairs! =='
he look'd at me and just rann off with out saying a word where
he was going! =='
so rann off and i rann off to him too then he turn'd back
with the
umm... idk
i think the SHIT I'M BUSTARD look? :-?

get me??

tony ;; where are you going?
kimmy ;; where are YOU going?
tony ;; to meet up with hannan?
kimmy ;; where at?
tony ;; greenvalley? *is like half of half of maybe half a kilometre from school =='*
kimmy ;; oh ok! tell her too call me!
tony ;; runs off yeah ok..

so yeah roll call was after 2nd period! and so i look'd around didnt' see tony!
i got kinder down
and soo he wasnt' there
so i went to b'ball courts to see if he's there
then the guy's told me
i saw him run outta the gates
and never saw him again!
then i was like ok!
and soo the day went by without tony
by my side! :(
so last period like 5 minutes to the bell he walk'd
past my room! and he ask'd whats wrong
cause he could tell straight away that i was down
so i ignored him!

and then the bell went i pack'd up and walk'd fast when he turn'd to say bye to
his friends!
and then he rann up too me and hugg'd me from the back really tight and
stop me from walking ..
then he said kimmy i'm sorry iLy ..
then then i started crying!
and he couldn't do much but sorryNESS..
i was like down! ..
idk what he could do but see'ing him made me
happy already told him not too worry!
but he seem's to like not get the point that it's fine NOW
cause he's by my side !! xD
and and yes till now still apologizing!

.... WOW i didn't know LOVE can do this to you! :S
it really does hurt .. when there not there when you want
or need them..

but still i'm happy enough that i HAVE HIM.. ;D

i'm still down how he just went off..
and yes hannan did NOT call back!

oh and the whole day !
they both went to the cinemas! having fun
while waiting for my boo in hurtFULLness..

==' tony iLy ..

the earHOLE.. today..

today the parametric? << spelling??
came at 330 p.m
cause my ear had this emergency stuff!
my dr.. * my uncle *
:O WOW .. he gave mee a check in the ear!
and wash'd it! out
=='

description how the ear look'd like

- bloody
- dried blood sticking almost everywhere
- smelly
- PAINFUL
- swallon!
- BLOCK'd by the dried blood and blood*
- etc.

well my dr. uncle wash'd my ear and calmLY! not like
the dr that made me cry the other day! :(
and he wash'd the inside with this
thin clotSTICK
and then check'd it?
then accidently touch'd the infect'd bit of the ear!
then it got even more swallon!
and he got scared and call'd his other mate to help look
whats up! =='
then then OMFG .. i was scared i had to operate it!
:(
then my uncle let'd me know that if he
POP'd the thin skin and got the infect'd bit
i would've had to risk my LIFE!
and i got even more scared! :S :( but he was joking!
but about the pop thin skin bit he was serious
but not about the risking the shit! =='

so him and his mate justin look'd in my earHOLE :L
and they had to put me asleep with some slpy shot! =='
i was scared of needle so i had to take a shot of medicine!
==' *YUKK*
then went too slp!! i could feel what they're doing but
i couldn't do anything! cause that medicine is good! OO"
and yeah it didn't hurt but i could feel them full stretch it and pull it and shit!
they clean'd my ear! then when i woke up 45 minutes later
they told me they can't do anything! :S and i thought they were joking
cause they're the joking type
but seriously they were being serious! :'(
so they told me all these stuff just wait till you finish the capsules
and see what happens
if it still hurts just go operate it! :S :'(
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
and so i started crying litre's cause cause usually in the hospital FOR ME the needle me too slp! and yes i'm scared of needles!

[[ do i look like the scared type of person ]] OR [[ tough ]] ??
deffinately the first one!

and yeah so they had a private talk to my mum without me which made me even more scared! :S and so yeah! they went home and my mums like make sure no body touchs any area around ur ear! cause infection bit can pop! OO" OMFG i was like ! might as well at this point have no friends!
==' they slapp me every day every minute for fun! ^^ it's how we role! ^^
and yeah so NOW it's EFFING pain ful
the pain isn't going away
like everyday the painfulness is gaining!?*
(GET ME)?!*

yeah well it's like that!
==' i can't hear on my right ear cause it's block'd by the dried blood nd that it can't be wash'd cause it's deep inside! OO so i have to need help on just one FREAKING ear..

and more too come.. ==' *MY EAR MAKES MY WHOLE BODY WEAK* :'(

the earHOLE..

well well well
well this whole situation is
over a stupid book
well it was 6 in the morning before
my wake up time for school
right?
then he woke me up at like 615 a.m :O
*YAWNS*
then he told me the get this book under the cupboard that
he says i kick'd under there! =='
then i go WTF
then i bent over to reach it for him while
he lift's up the HEAVY ASS cupboard
then i go there's nothing don't there !
and he CRIES and SCREAMS
it is!! =='
and ask'd him what is this book and why are you crying over it!
then he effing cried even more
so NO ANSWER right?
then he like just lift's up the cupboard even higher then i go
it's a pencil down there FUCK HEAD then he goes
theres a book down there then i go
no there isn't!
so far what you've redd sounds like we're immatture kids ae/
but anyways!
he was setting of too school like after a 45 min argue
and it was 7 a.m and i go why are you going school so early?
then he ignored me so i didn't care then
he got my forces and wored them on right?
he only wored 1
or like half way putting them on!
so i took the other one and hidd it !
then he got anger's and full took the other forces off then
chuck'd it outside my front yard
and it was raining so it got
a lil wet! :(
then why i run out to get the other shoe i was
stupid enough to leave the other one back and
run for the outside one!
then when he took my other one i didn't care
abbout the other
so i went after him
incase he chuck's it up my
roof .. ==' so he got outside the back yard and chuck's it under the trailer
then i got really piss'd i chuck'd a punch to his head and his
left ribcage side then elbow'd him down on his knee's
then he cried and cried and roll'd around the puddle
in pain then then i ran in and closed the door and lock'd him out !
then i quickly ran outside front yard and get my shoe and lock the front door
==' and then run back in and all safe and stuff!
*fewwwwwwww*
then then he started to scream LET ME IN so i said why?
calmLY then he goes i wanna get my drink to go school
then i go stand back nd i'll get it for you !
then i got him the drink and he was standing right nxt
to the door! :S
and then when i open'd the door really fast and chuck the bottle
at him he dodged it and ran straight too mee and PUNCH'd
me in the head and the ear and them punch'd
me in the stomach just below the ribcage a bit
then i was like in pain
but act'd like i was fine! =='
so i like ran up to hit again then PUNCH'd him again idk why?
it was fair but i was really anger's! =='

then so we calm'd he didn't get the drink he sat down and watch'd toasted TV
and then i walk'd up stairs to get ready for school
then he CHUCK'd the remote control
at me
like literally pegg'd it!
and un0o how hard the remote is? :S
and so he miss'd and broke the remote and
then hahahahahahahahahaha
i went to school safely and and and
after job training * DONUT KINGS *
came home full sook'd too my step dad
which is helena's dad
which is ur family friend beatrice ! ^^
and he told us to have a family gather and
told me too tell the whole
story again!

and and and my import was in this before mee
cause before i woke up she woke up to go unii
then she was kinder in the situation i
was in before i was even up ! =='
and so
my step ask'd my brother so are these all true what
chi kimmy just said?
and he said yes
and full add lie's too it !
like all kimmy called me a slut and whore bag and
a fat pig thats why i chuck'd the remote at her
and WTF
that time my import cousin was setting of too go unii then
she was there right i
did not say shiit! =='
then she back'd me up !
and he cried even more cause no body believed his lie's!

==' and yeah thats about it!
now remote is fuck'd! =='
i full bring it too school see if anybody can fix it
hahahaha they all larff at me! =='

and yeah!! btw
before i got hit in the ear! ==' it was already aching! i think it's been
aching for a fortnight now! :S
and he got my ear during the aching was ACHING HARD! =='
so yeah!! thats why i'm getting everything check'd! ^^

and hopefully i'm fine
just to see you nxt time!!
hopefully nxt time you see me
i'm not on crutches! :S

but yeah!! hopefully it gets better?
cause alot of my friends have been scaring mee
that the dr's are gonna chopp it off
and yes i'm james busby high schools no.1 gallable'EST
=='
and yeah they scared me where ever when ever! =='
which is funny but scary YET frustrating ! =='

but yeah hopefully i'll be ok! :S

and yeah..

( but before this situation idk how my ear went retarted ) 0o"

Z.. GDPTee.. Moments! ^^

hmm... well it got shit editing! just admitingg!!
and the point of this is
there was too many memories to remember
so i guess i'd put it together! ^^

and yes i guess i'm into CP! 0o"
idk if it's a good thing or a bad thing! :S

==' well this video is really not as good as
i thought it'd bee!! but
it was the best i could do!

xox...

WALENTINE!! =D

iLy my bby bOO'ss

Beatrice <3
Thao
Wendy
Sophie
AVLKGH
Michelle

and others that reads this

iLy all! ^^

(f) x 10000000000000000000000 etc..
bby boo's

at WORK today and after..

today at work went inside and pack'd my
bagg and went out to deliver coffee and
donut's for customers! OMG so mutt too
do G anyways after KIMMY delivering
i have to make a chocolate milkshake! and
like the mananger was standing there looking
at me see how i go ?!* and i went GOOD and
she smiled and when i got the lid to close it
she look'd at me ^o) << like that and WTF
i closed it prollies and put a straw in and
she goes up to me
*asian accent*
no no no this is how you do .. you do not
put ur harnd over the lid because the lip
is where the straw is and if they drink it
? it is full obb germs..

==' it's not like i don't wash my hands??
==' she doesn't i know and she does way
WORSE stuff then me and she goes and
complains about the most stupid'est things out! =='
so after complainMENTS going on! i
served other customers! and she full stands
there! ==' and looks at mee how i open the
wrap to put the dinosaur in! i got frustrated
so i couldn't hold the dinosaur properly so
she goes up to me and says no no no if u
hold like datt u will break it and OMFg
yes jane.. *MANAGERS NAME* and boss
comes * LEE * and so lee walked up and
stands there and looks pretty ==' while i
serve like 15 million customers! =='
and soo at the end of 15 million ppl he
looks at me and smiles and goes ! u got
the job kimmy! ^^
*JUMPS UP AND DOWN*
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo

cause all these times it was training!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO and soo he
goess you don't get paid for those cutomers
you just served *i did not mind at all
seriously* and he goes you'll get free
onuts too take home! :L :L :L
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO so when it
was 5 25 p.m cleaning up time OMF G
*CLEANING IS A BISH...

so i got a broom and sweap the whole
resauraunt.. then my MAIN JOB
mopGIRL ==' mopp'd the whole restauraunt
then tidy'd up the place push and pulled tables
and chairs in!
and wash up cups and plates and buckets
and spoons and OMFG everything then
wipe sugar off tables and benches and
stuff then wash the slurpy and ice cream machine..

then mop again the counter bit!! nd then get
free donuts and plann to go eat pho with the
girls! but they went to trangs house! and i
was half way to trangs house! ==' then mother called!

" i'm back from vn when are you coming home?
where are you now? "
OMFG like the phone literally slipp'd of my
hands! so i was like oh i'm coming home now!
so i while walking home i saw van tyson and
peter and the rode me home on there bike! ^^

and they kept scaring me! :( but it was
funn (Y) and there was a german shepherd
OMFG! the guy's made it even worst! :(
but it was hhahahahahahahaah literally FUN! ^^
then they walk'd me up my steep hill ! ^^

then home swt home

times when i was with ChanhPhap ^^

Keith and ii WTF i have a rectangle smile too! :S
OOOFFTTT.. don't they look good! ^^ thao and sophie everyBODYYY..
wendy bea and claire?
me && kristine c[= same smile broo.. :L
THU LEEEEE
haha sophie pulled kristine back but kristine kept moving so they both smiled at the flash! ^^
bwahaha how cute ><
i had bea's glasses and bea had mine! ^^ KOOLL ( bea looks indian with all thsoe drawings on her face)
BEATRICE YO!! ft. wendys legg :L
YOYO kimchi s2 c[= ft. wendys legg
my WHOLE entire chicken legg owned by wendit. s2
me BEA wendy ^^ WOOOOO..
beatrice looks cool! i was suppose to see if i could see myself but forgot to turn off the flash! but that turn'd out COOL
UPC balloon OWNED by wendy
wendit..
thao and her gunns G
i like like like soo mutt
mocking luvo's how the pose with fishLIPS
disco disco WOOT WOOT
wendy after taking panadol and thao! ngaww..
ooh a kiss! ^^ and i got double chin.. :( and ppl at the back looks dead! ^^
Kchii YO beatrice YA wendy GRRR...
wendy && thao
manOman
that picture is kyoot! *cause Kchii isn't in it!* have you realise no perfect photo until kChi's not in this one! haha
WOOOOOOOOOOO on the train back before bea gets of at strathfeilds
wooooooooo bea is >< wendy is == thao is :O kimmy (MISSING)
we blend in with the background ^^
family<3
bea holding my towel while i get my other chicken legg LIKe to the other hole of my shorts ==v
thao mee wendy and PART bea..

spending time with these ppl is not regretfull i.e going out then turns out boring then regret going in the first place! =='
so yeah these ppl make every moment! every hour!(when i see them) every second of every minute WORTH my time! and i so love them for it!
i just want PB to be the same! not groups! when there's groups then there's bitching or gossiping or acting hard and stuff but CP sticks together (LIKE) [[ dai bi and chanh dao OMG ]] they are like GLUE'D together that's a good stuff
us PB when we try to glue them together they don't stick! ==v
iLOVEpb as MUCH as iLOVEcp yeah!! thats all i gotta say! *cough's* i love cp..
time and time past! don't know if in the future we'll stick together or not! *dissapointMENT* but as time fly memories will never fade away!